Wander, Wander, Wander

You have an amazing family and an amazing life.  You’re just an amazing guy.  And, I don’t deserve you.  You don’t deserve to have someone as imperfect as me come in to your perfect life.  You know what, I don’t even know if you like me like that yet.  To be honest, I don’t even want to know.  It’d actually save me a lot of pain and heartache, because I really like you.  I love talking to you, I love seeing you.  But, I’ve got such an insane amount  of baggage that I don’t think I can ever have a good relationship.  Plus, you don’t deserve the misfourtine of having to hear about all of it. You come from a good family, and what do I come from?  A single-parent home with a druggie father.  Now, I’m damned proud of my mother and the life she’s given me, but we just don’t go together.  It’s not a good match.  You’re too good for me and that’s that.  So, because I love you, I’ll keep my distance….or, at least I’ll try.  You make me feel good.  You make me feel like I don’t have to let all the bad stuff that’s happened to me define me.  But no matter what anybody says, it does.  I’ve got a terrible reputation and you don’t.  Me + You = Not Good.  You’re a Ferrari and I’m a Big Wheel.  So, because I love you…

Everybody always talks about how amazing of a gymnast Rebecca Bross is.  And I agree; she is a good gymnast, but she’s nowhere near Nastia Liukin’s level.  Nastia is more graceful and has more difficult components in her routines.  Plus, she’s got better technical skills.  Her legs are always together, her lines are sharper and straighter, and her balance is, by far, superior.  Do I think Bross is a good gymnast?  Of course.  Do I think Nastia is better?  Hell yeah. 

That awkward moment when 8th graders call themselves “apart of your band” and they aren’t even enrolled in high school yet.  Makes me want to hit something.  This is OUR band and you may be accepted when/if you don’t turn out to be a total dumbass.  Get it?  Good.

My fitspo tag has been turned into a porn/anorexia tag.  It’s from these profile picture-less accounts going by names such as: linda2374, rodney42790, and names such as that.  If you see those people, block them.  All they post is porn and pictures of anorexic girls.  Also, if anybody sees this and has a really good fitspo blog, reblog this and I’ll follow you!!  Please and thank you, everybody :D

So, I’m definitely the jealous type, but it’s not so bad that I let it eat me up inside.  It’s more like a bug bite that itches really bad, but if I ignore it, then I can’t feel it….until it gets touched -.-  My boyfriend is my age, but a grade below me, and he’s got all these 8th grade and freshman bitches all over his dick, and it bugs the fuck out of me.  They’re always posting little hearts on his walls or commenting with winky faces and “you’re hot” on his pictures, and I want to say something, but I don’t want to look immature.  One of his ex’s even added me on Facebook.  And, when I asked her if she knew me she never replyed…so all she does is creep on us.  What the fuck do I do???

You still get on Facebook?  That’s sad.  Facebook is boring.  Me?  Well, I blast classical music and watch porn on mute whilst writing sad poetry to my goldfish. 

Anonymous asked: Yoooou're beautiful. Love you, hooker. <3

I love you, too, Bec-CAWW!!! ;D

surprisinglyhis asked: saw that you wrote on one thing i reblogged bout my followers unfollowing me. thank you :)

No problem, love.  Your posts make me laugh so hard :D

My great-grandma passed away on Tuesday night.  It’s really hit me very hard.  She was so important to me and I never even got to tell her good-bye or that I love her, one more time.  The thing is, I was diagnosed with depression a few months ago, and I’ve been getting better, but I can feel it coming back, though not as strong as before.  The last time I was depressed, I tried to hurt myself.  I guess what I need now is somebody that I can talk to and who would be willing to talk back and just be there for me.  I don’t feel like my “friends” would be able to do that for me, and it’s weird, because I trust you guys and I don’t even know you…  But, I really need someone right now.

lust-tobe-fit asked: I'd love to have you as an accountability buddy!

I’m flattered :D

If you snuck in my room I would:

• [] Go back to sleep
• [] Kick you out
• [] Cuddle with you
• [] Be like wtf?
• [] Let you sleepover
• [] Beat your ass
• [] Sexy time

If you kissed me I would:

• [] Kiss you back
• [] Smile & laugh
• [] Be shocked
• [] Slap you

You are:

• [] Cute
• [] Adorable
• [] Pretty
• [] Beautiful
• [] Okay
• [] Sexy
• [] Hotass Motherfucker
• [] Ew

I Would:

• [] Smash
• [] Pass

(Source: heybreedelarosa)

lust-tobe-fit asked: Ruts are terrible! I need to break out of it any ideas? I've thought of switching up my routine but I'm not sure.

Maybe try switching up AND adding to it.  I like looking for new workouts online sometimes and replacing then with old ones.  Like, if I find a new ab workout, I’ll replace that with my old one/add to it.  Maybe if you get some new ideas, you’ll get out faster.  Let me know how it goes for you!!

interhorse asked: <3

Awwe <3 you too, love. That just made my day :)